Child Inside

Child Inside Deep down in me there is this child still screaming and crying because of my past. No matter how far I run or how how long I hide.. He always finds me.. But when he find me I surrender and he wins. No matter how far in life I go, it seem like I can't shake him. I want to let him know that everything is alright now and that he is safe.. But I can't. I look into his eyes and I start crying. Crying because I remember that pain that he expressing to me. Crying because I can't make the pain for him stop. This is just one of those things I wont every be able to let go of. No matter how hard I cry or no matter how long I fight. I want to let go, but apart of me doesn't want him to go threw this alone.. Sometimes I just don't know...